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    杯子的一辈子

    我喜欢在寂寞的时候 凝望

                                                                                                 远处升起的烟雾

                                             不需要太多的修饰和形容

    我无法言喻 烟雾的美貌

    它总是如此 如此
    我要死了,你会怎么样?

    我不会让你一个人那么寂寞,我一定陪你一起死。

    昨天看《异度空间》,听到年轻的Jim和他的小女朋友在面对死亡时候的对话。我想起

    曾经也这么问过你,只是没有告诉你我的答案。如果你死了,我会怎么样。

    是的,如果你死了,我会怎么样?

    如果你死了,我会很难过很难过,就是现在想一下都很心痛。如果真的有那一天也许

    比想象中还承受不起。我会在突然想来的夜里想你的样子,你的声音,你的眉毛,你

    的眼睛;我会告诉我的孩子妈妈在年轻的时候爱过一个人;我会在想你的时候去你的

    墓地和你说说话,于我而言,你从不曾远离。如果知道你死,我会尽力不让你死,因

    为我怕心在瞬间老去。

    我知道你会说我还是太感性,还是有那么多匪夷所思的念头。是的,我有点小感性,

    也有点小任性;有点自恋,也有点自卑。有点固执,也有点盲目;但是你知道,这就

    是我。你无法改变的我,你不忍心改变的我。

    我没想过要嫁给一个多成功多有钱的人。我也没想过将来住别墅开名车,这些东西我

    过去没稀罕过,现在也不稀罕,将来也不会。我想要一个人和我一生一世,每天早晨

    在一个人的怀抱里温暖的醒来,想听见他的声音的时候就肆无忌惮的打电话,想撒娇

    的时候就抱着他不松开,生气的时候就故意不吃饭,生两个孩子,看他们在面前跑来

    跑去,房间里有欢快的笑声,晚上和他睡一张床,盖一床被子,做相同的梦,想同样

    的事情 ,我希望和一个人慢慢变老。不论贫穷富有,生老病死都不离不弃。

    你说若干年后我会不会像现在温暖如初,我只想告诉你,等我工作稳定了,心也安定

    了,我就和你结婚,领一张结婚证书共同承担社会责任,像绝大数人一样,买买菜,

    洗洗衣,逛逛超市,陪你看电视,看你打游戏,和你一起去旅游,好好的过我们的小

    日子,白头偕老。无论多少个若干年,我依然是你心中独一无二的女子。

    奇怪的是,世界上有几十亿个人,我特别的想你。很自然的想你的每个瞬间,想那些

    温情跌宕的日子,我只是选择一条路,做一件事,爱一个人。我想爱一个人,被一个

    人爱着,才是踏实的。

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